It's Sunday again and I'm not feeling any more focused than I was last week. I actually feel a bit numb. I was listening to a CD yesterday that included meditations. One of the exercises was to stop and think about what you're feeling. I couldn't come up with anything. I don't know exactly what that means.
I talked to VW on Friday about my last encounter with LB and she was helpful. She said that LB has some difficulty with her personal interactions and is overworked and unhappy in her position. Not that those things are an excuse or that her behavior wasn't inappropriate, but it gave me a frame of reference for what happened. She also said that she may have found a new job and won't be there when I return. In either case, she suggested that I ask for an appointment with the other nutritionist just so I can end the program on a positive note. I still want to try something liquid.
I hate that I'm so obsessed with weight. I haven't answered the questions of what my life is like after weight loss with the band. I hope that it's filled with confidence, increased self esteem, less physical pain, travel, laughter, friends, fashionable clothes and hot butt-naked sex.
VW challenged me to put together a vision board. I think it's a good idea and will hopefully help me move past the weight loss obsession.
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