Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Tomorrow's the Last Day

Well, I complete my six-month medically supervised diet program tomorrow. I've gained 8 pounds. I'm concerned that the insurance company will decline me because I failed so abundantly and that they'll think that I'm not committed or capable of losing weight. The insurance company said that I had to participate, not that I had to lose anything. I feel embarrassed and sad about not being able to drop even 1 pound in 6 months, let alone gaining a whole heap.

I'm convinced that I'm a dumb fuck.

So, I'll go tomorrow, stand sheepishly on the scale, blame it on my inability to exercise, and apologize to the staff for failing.

I suppose I should focus on the fact that I get my papers and can submit my application for coverage.

I'll let you know how it goes.

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